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Saturday, January 25th, 2003
12:40 pm	HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII haha i its been forever maybe i should use this name (Comment on this)
Friday, August 2nd, 2002
1:29 pm	Well i'm back now i'm going to try to use this everyday again but who knows i'll probably get lazy and stop using it again Current Mood: bored Current Music: boy sets fire-unspoken request (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 8th, 2002
11:49 am	=0( blah i'm going to try to use this more often well you know what sucks going through old online things and finding people you used to talk to and then you go to email them and the don't exist anymore and then you start to wonder what happened to them so you search through membr directory and can't find them this fucking sucks i hate it oh well and angela why are you deletig all your posts don't get it well i'm sick and it sucks somebody needs to come to chicago well thats it for now (Comment on this)
Friday, January 4th, 2002
7:23 pm	Arizona-Day One today was nothing but interesting i seen angela for the first time in 5 months it felt great to see her touch her hug her again i miss it more then anything i really really hope that it means the same to her well let me start all over ok so i left my house at like 2:45pm yesterday to go to ohare so i get there everything goes well we go to take off and some thing breaks so we are delayed an hour so i miss my connecting flight out of dallas so i'm stuck in dallas for a night well now that i wasn't coming in at night lesa couldn't pick me up so she asked angela to and she said she would so i stayed up all night i left the hotel this morning at 5:45am to go to the airport i had some pop to keep me up for a bit i get on the plane and pass out i slept almost all the way to phoenix so i get in and i turn on my phone and i have voice mail it was from angela and she said she'd be there at 10 it was 9 30 now so i'm talking the escalator down and she standing there suprised the crap out of me but it was so nice god she makes me so happy so after waiting a half an hour i finally got my bags so then we left to go to A.S.U so she could talk to somebody about classes after that we went to best buy let me tell you the best buy in tempe is has the worst cd selection after that we went to the thrift store angela bought a book about day trips then we went to downtown phoenix to take pictures i really didn't take any so maybe next time we walked around most of the city which is so weird for me cause in chicago i couldn't walk around half the city that fast so then we went to subway and i bought us lunch oh oh oh and one more thing Angela loves arizona more then anybody ever which is awesome it makes me want to move here more which is very very close to happening right now well after downtown she dropped me of at lesa's work lesa and i went to subway again so she coudl get some food and we went to zia to buy a cd i got the new vagrant comp really good i tell you so then we came back here to her work and this is where i wrote this all. well i'm confused i can't read angela anymore sometimes i think she still has those feelings we had at first for each other but then it just seems like she doesn't i don't know what to do or say to her about it i'd give anything to be with her she is the only person to make me truly happy and thats all that matters all i want isto be happy well thats story number one of arizona adam (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 21st, 2001
2:11 am	wow its been forever since i wrote in here i'm talking to deanna and it made me feel like i should write well first off she has a b/f yeah its cool i guess i'm upset but i'll be ok i was dating a girl from wisconsin for a whole 2 weeks yea what a lamefest shes got my ps1 that i need to get back well angela called me from paris to tell me she wrote our names on the observation deck of the eiffel tower i cried for about a half an hour that was the most amazing thing anybody has ever done for me so i met this new girl her name is samantha shes from chicago and her dad is a crazy italian guy ahhhh so she couldn't get in my car today it was kinda funny we walked to osco oh well i miss deanna alot i also miss angela alot oh i'm in a band now i play bass so yeah i am crying now and this is not good i need to smile i think i hope i will soon well i'm going back to making my cds i'll post soon Current Mood: sad Current Music: saves the day (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 18th, 2001
3:13 pm	broken hearted Current Mood: crushed Current Music: student rick-s.f.a.g (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 8th, 2001
11:05 pm	I just got home from wisconsin eh it was cold and we didn't catch anything but it was nice to get away and get up there since i didn't go in the summer oh well in a month and 7 days i'll be back up in wisconsin doing something else i miss deanna but she has a crush on some new boy ouch i don't know can't wait to see her hmm exactly a month from today and she'll be here i can't wait well i'm tired going to bed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 26th, 2001
1:24 am	hey i hope you all like my new picture i added all the colors aren't i talented woo hoo it was black and white now it looks nice oh well it looked good before hmm well i don't know if i'm still going to MA or not deanna hasn't found me a place to stay if i don't go then i'm going to arizona it'll be neat to see lesa and brittany and maybe i could see lori but i'd only go for like 3 days cause i have to drive back with my mom they bought a car off my grandparents well i'm going to color somemore bye bye Current Mood: artistic Current Music: saves the day (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 22nd, 2001
1:34 pm	Candygal70: Whoa, your smileys are so....sexy ComeLookAtStars: haha thanks ComeLookAtStars: i try to keep them in shape Candygal70: hahaahaha!!!!! ComeLookAtStars: :'(this guy is getting fat though cause all he does is sit around and cry fucking emo face Candygal70: Hahahhahahaha!!!! I'm laughing real hard. Well starve him!! ComeLookAtStars: can't his g/f dumped him all he wants to do is eat and cry Candygal70: cheer up emo kid! ComeLookAtStars: so i'm trying to hook up :-[and him so he can smile again :-[+:'(=:-) Candygal70: haha well what about :-* ooh wait, that's his ex ComeLookAtStars: but he saidher ass is to large Candygal70: well his ass is large too, eating and crying all the time Candygal70: and writing poems, and sitting in the corner shivering ComeLookAtStars: hes picky what can i say ComeLookAtStars: see it was a hard break up and all Candygal70: Oooh I know how it goes Candygal70: poor emo smiley ComeLookAtStars: :-*(ex g/f) :-P(ex best friend) had a little fun one night so :-* took :'( on ricki lake and it was bad news ComeLookAtStars: tehy are still tryingto fix the stage Candygal70: Oohhh intense! I thought emo smiley would be too shy for that! HAAHAHAHAHA they had to pull in the jerry springer guards too eh? ComeLookAtStars: yeah steve was a special guest Candygal70: and even he couldn't handle it huh? ComeLookAtStars: he was running back to jerry Candygal70: Wow! How's Rikki dealing with it all? ComeLookAtStars: shes ina coma Candygal70: haha did emo kid punch her out? ComeLookAtStars: not reallly he took :-P and bashed his skull into the beam that held the ceiling up and it fell on her Candygal70: was the audience allright? ComeLookAtStars: 73.6 percent of them will never walk again ComeLookAtStars: the rest will walk but with limps Candygal70: which probally makes :'( even more depressed and fat ComeLookAtStars: yeah he hurt innocent people he feels bad Candygal70: he'll be shivering in the corner for a loong while, this probally caused lots of emotional damage ComeLookAtStars: i'm sure he'll be ok one day ComeLookAtStars: hes made he will never turn into O:-) Candygal70: aww! Candygal70: well he should get fixed up with :-[ soon ComeLookAtStars: but instead the devil gggggggggggrrrrrrrrr>:o Candygal70: oohh do all emo smileys go to hell? Candygal70: or is it just for injuring Rikki? ComeLookAtStars: no just this one ComeLookAtStars: its not e ven about rikki nobody likes her Candygal70: hahaha well what was it? The audience? ComeLookAtStars: its all about the 73.6 percent that will never walk again Candygal70: Ooh I see Candygal70: Well maybe because of this incident his poetry writing skills will improve ComeLookAtStars: i'm hoping so but who knows Candygal70: sitting alone all day, what else does he have to do? ComeLookAtStars: eat and cry Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 11th, 2001
7:38 pm	this has been one fucked up day last night was awesome then today was hell i feel so bad for all those people in new york but then i don't want to be one of the people that are all sad and upset about it because thats not going to make any of them come back you know well my fucking gay manager didn't even fly the flag at half mass cause hes a jerk well i could be at the fireside but i came home to talk to people cause yeah i'm lazy and didn't want to spend 7 dollars on a show i'd rather donate it to the hurt people in ny well i'm never ever ever moving to the east coast i'm sorry deanna i'm just not going to do it its to hectic there i think arizona is still the best bet i'm afraid to be in chicago to what the fuck is going on is america bombing back thats all we need then they are going to come and get chicago i'm telling you this is fucked up i need to get out of here and bring all the people i care about with me we can all go live with lesa in phoenix =0) she'd love it i'm telling you well i'm upet so i'm goign to play playstation bye Current Mood: grateful Current Music: jimmy eat world- no sensitivity(acoustic) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 8th, 2001
1:06 pm	wow its been awhile since i've used this noise Well whats new hmmm nothing really i met thsi super rad girl from MA yeah her name is deanna and she makes me mad cause shes not coming here in october anymore but she is coming in nov and Lizzie is coming from new york in 2 weeks thats so rad i sent out her shirts 2 days ago i hope she like them oh god last night was horrible i will never ever ever go to a "punk rock" show again that was horrilbe ok first off the fireside was insane they over sold that shit hawks everywhere and dirty scummy punk rockers god why can't they take showers grrr i ahte it well the first band was glasseater they were rocking but the crowd made it bad next was mu330 and they were good but not great you know last time i seen them was in arizona and there were 25 people there it rocked this time was just lame and i left before fucking punk rock against all authority played fuck them god ok so what else is new oh oh oh i met rebecca she is a girl from moc who is in school at loyola shes from cleveland yeah shes a cool kid lalalalalala oh and the night i met her i chilled with anne who also goes to schol there her playstaion sucks yo it kept freezing. Next weekend is goign to be fun we got the impossibles on friday with Recover then jimmy eat world with hey mercedes on saturday then sunday i'm going to go see close enough and take pictures for them i need some new cds if you have any ideas email them to me laters adam Current Mood: weird Current Music: no music (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 2nd, 2001
1:36 pm	adam=lazy thats why i have not posted in here i'll try and do it tonight but really nothing exciting has happened Current Mood: lazy Current Music: planes mistaken for stars-leveless (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 22nd, 2001
1:13 pm	Wow its been forever since i posted last sorry i was in arizona like you all should know and i didn't really want to deal with signing in and all that crap to much work welll i did post once and told you all about how angela picked me up from the airport with her b/f and that was the only time i seen her =0( i really miss her more then she knows i know she was a jerk but i do care about her so so so much oh well i don't know so i love arizona i'm totally moving there asap but i'd need somebody to live with oh well maybe lesa will get an apartment with me we'll just have to see i think ifi did that i'd have to sell my car which would be no fun at all well since this post has been going on for 3 days its kinda funny so yesterday i hung out with my aol friend katherine who i've talked to for god knows how long but never met her until yesterday we went to ihop and hung out for a total of like 15 minutes haha it was f un though what else has been going on i went to reggie and the full effect they were amazing the crowed sucked ass though but its ok tomorrow is alkaline trio i hope derek is playing drums maybe they can actually be good this time but who knows i'm kinda missing work for the show i think we are going to figure out a way for me to get paid for it tonight ahhh well i'm going to go take a shower i'll post again tonight sorry it took so long for this one Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Jimmy eat world-sweetness (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 13th, 2001
11:20 am	heartbroken Hey everybody this is the first time i got to the livejournal page out here well just to let you all know angela totally broke me oh well i'm better and over it she picked me up from the airport with her b/f ouch how harsh is that well i have to go now i'll post tonight bye bye (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 5th, 2001
1:20 am	i don't really know what to say tonight except i still feel like crap and i don't want to go to work till i feel better. Some people called me at work today which made me feel better. I swear when you are sick is the time when you need a best friend or a girl friend somebody who like will bring you soup and stuff and just sit there with you till you feel bette.r yeah oh well i'm to blah about girls lately i need to like just relax. Well tomorrow is another day of work. well i'm suppose to but if i don't feel better i'm calling in sick i need to rest so i don't end up in the hospital. So i think I have like 5 more days till i leave for arizona . I'm really really hoping to hang out with lori as much as i can so i don't end up sitting on my ass the whole trip. Well Colleen just yelled at me for not using punctuation so i'm trying it but i'm really not good as you can see its probably all wrong anyways. On monday i'm going to send Lizzie her shirt so she can smile some more shes the best. Ok now i'm going to bed i'll post later goodnight Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Friday, August 3rd, 2001
5:49 pm	i'm sick i have that bad sickness i don't know how to spell it so i'm going to spell it wrong nemona yeah yeah so i'm going to sleep for now if you are cool call me and wake me up Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: no music (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 2nd, 2001
11:53 pm	well hey sorry i was lazy yesterday and i didn't really have much to say i got in another fight with angela today haha she hates me i swear but i'll get over it i hope eh the girl i met the other day lori i don't think likes me to much i swear i am no good with girls anymore well one day some kick ass girl will just fall into my arms or one of my friends will find me somebody cause right now i'm to lazy to look well i'm super super sick so yeah i'm going to go to bed now but i'l lbe up early tomorrow since i got called into wor kat 1 grrrr i swear this next week is going to be so hard if i don't feel better well i'll post in the morning Current Mood: sick Current Music: drive thru sampler (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 1st, 2001
2:35 am	Hey well wasn't tonight interesting i left work at like 6 30 and went to jodie's house haha wasn't today interesting we watched what lies beneath and yeah jodie told me a bunch of stuff about lori and i haven't really gotten to talk to her about it so i'm more confused then anything right now tomorrow sucks i have to work for all 8 hours but i have thursday off i'm going to the fireside with lauren if she still wants to go but who knows she didn't call today and friday i'm leaving early i don't know what i'm doing yet but i'm sure i'll figure something out before then i need to really stop drinking soda i drink way to much i need to hang out with people that dont' drink soda and then i'll be good well i'm off to let my mind wander i'll post in the morning if anything new happens goodnight Current Mood: confused Current Music: grade-- seamless (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 31st, 2001
12:52 pm	Well goodmorning or good afternoon whatever i'm mad angela is seriously the biggest jerk ever i've never met anybody who was so cold before in my entire life well to tell you all the story i met her on moc and flew to arizona to hang out with her it was the most amazing week of my life i never had so much fun then i get back we talk for like 2 weeks everynight until we couldn't talk anymore and then one day she goes out and finds new friends and then shes gone and in the middle of those 2 weeks i got her a star yeah one in the sky and i got a plane ticket back JUST TO SEE HER but guess what she doesn't give a shit about me anymore she wasnt' even planning on picking me up from the airport what a jerk well i have work in 2 hours boo on that crap i really don't want to go well maybe i'll get to leave early and go hang out with lori if she wants to well thats it for now i'm still reallly really really reallly mad about this whole thing and if anybody wants to yell at her you are more then welcome just ask me for her screen name Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: ultimate fakebook "far far away" (Comment on this)
2:05 am	Well this is my last post for tonight before i go to bed . I talked to colleen who i haven't taked to in like 7 months i missed her i really did i'm glad to know shes ok and everything and i'm glad to know we can be friends again i also talekd to this kick ass girl Lori(not arizona lori)for like 2 hours shes so much fun hahahhaha she knows this girl jodie that used to like me yucky oh well i guess jodie thinks i'm an ass but i don't know why so i'm curious i realized that i have to give up on angela things are going nowhere and its just a waste of time i should go get some music to listen to but i'm to lazy woo hoo Lori is back online oh well enough of this crap from me tonight laters everybody xoxox Current Mood: drunk Current Music: no music i don't know why (Comment on this)